Backdraw

Losing my mind or am I losing my patience I
Never said that I would die for this dumb shit
I never meant to cause you pain
It was always our pride that got carried away

Loving my life just like I loved my whole family I
Always believed and I burned with desire
To carry on
No disregard for the moments that came
We were ghosts in the dark

Looking back on all these sinking ships
We were trains off tracks
We were dead to the wind
But I get by
And I’ll be fine

Learning to swim but we were grounded like sailors we
Made some mistakes but wouldn’t say it’s a failure
I can’t compete with the way you feel
It was always your word against mine in the end

Loving my life just like I loved my whole family I
Never said that I would die for some dumb shit
The gifts we shared have come and gone
We were waiting for gusts that always pulled us apart

Looking back on all these sinking ships
We were trains off tracks
We were dead to the wind
But I’ll pretend
And I’ll be fine

Here’s to looking back on all these sunken ships
We were trains off tracks
We were ghosts in the wind

No more leaving town
Bottles Breakdown
Staring At The Wall
Bri and Jimmy’s Last Call
But I’ll pretend
And I’ll feel fine